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Sep. 11th, 2007 @ 05:46 pm (no subject)
Date created: 2001-06-16 15:41:14

I have had my journal for quite a while. I have had 1 icon besides this one. I think I am going to re-name. I have never been a huge fan of this name to begin with. it was cute at first. it was a colaboration when "pookums" was already taken.

How long have you had yours????
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Sep. 7th, 2007 @ 04:34 pm (no subject)
I called walgreens today.

me - hi last time i was in you were out of stock on the diaphram i need. is it in stock now?

girl - yes you can pick it up at 1. have you ever used one?

me - no.

girl - a pharmacey tech will go over it with you.

super good. i go up to the counter and this 17-18-19 year old girl is waiting on me. shes a good 7 months pregnate. she cant find the thing. i had to bite the inside of my cheek from not saying "of course you cant find it you have no idea what one looks like". She gets it and Im thinking, am i really supposed to ask this prego little girl how to use one of these? "uhhhh, there are instructions in the bag right?"

Im reading the instructions when i get home and so far this looks like quite the ordeal. you have to leave it in for 6-8 hours after your done. not to mention it had warnings on things like sneezing coughing and walking. just lay very still and dont breath heavy, youl be aight. ACHOOO! oh shit im knocked up.

im not too sure about this. i will give it a try considering it only cost $15 and you replace it once a year. but im hesitant. i saw they have male fertilization tests for men for about 33 bucks. im getting one for krow. cuz if he doesnt have sperm i dont have to use this thing.

i put my hair in a fowak today. *gasp*. i think it looks cute. and it satisfies my need for the real thing. i kinda look like a shark. im going to start sneaking up on people and singing the jaws theme. it ends in BITE-IES!!!
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Sep. 6th, 2007 @ 07:21 pm (no subject)
Opening weekend was crazy. But I had a great time both during and after. I only went out Monday night. I have to say I was dead on my feet by Monday afternoon.

Lots of silly aggrivating things this week. but i think its all over.

My mom is getting a new washer and dryer. Maybe this one will, i dont know, dry things.

Monday I am heading to NY. Bane will be my co-pilet. spell check? no, spell check is for people who are insecure.

i hope you did not enjoy my cheese sandwich and vanilla pudding entry.
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Sep. 4th, 2007 @ 11:45 am (no subject)
My best friend in the whole world does not approve of my husband. This is absolutly crushing.

Two of the most important people to me dont get along at all. Krow was very rude to her. Liz hasnt met him yet and hasnt had the opprotunity to see how he functions.

I feel like everything is jeprodized. Is Liz still going to be my bridesmaid? Is she going to say anything during that whole "if there is a reason these two should not be wed speak now or forever hold your peace" thing? Am I ever going to have a fun evening with both of them at the same time, doing dinner or whatnot? I want to grow old and raise kids with Krow and Liz. Liz is a very big part of my life. How is this going to work if they cant get along?

She says he reminds her of her shithead ex. Who i hated and hope to God she will never see that again.

Hopefully there will be a second chance. I hope Krow loves me enough to try again. I hope Liz loves me enough to give him another try.
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Aug. 31st, 2007 @ 12:48 pm (no subject)
Im home now.

I had a great time last week in NY. I am kinda sad to have left but I have opening weekened at Carver. I am going back up in a week and a half. Bane was down there so he drove back up with me. Then I dragged him to my checkup. My cholesteral counts and fat counts and blood sugar is all super amazing healthy. and I might be going on medication to help me quit smoking. So if I stop smoking maybe I will feel as healthy as I am. I feel better from last year, but I still have a little work to do.

I am listening to my new Memoirs of a Geisha soundtrack that my boy got me. Its soothing. Ha right as i typed that a wicked fast upbeat drum started going.

oh and i need to go on medicine for heartburn for a month. i was just starting to think of numbers and budgets and my credit score (wich is good) when i felt heartburn coming on lol.

I dont wanna do anything today. booooo hissss.

Liz got a house! yaaaaay liz!
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Aug. 28th, 2007 @ 03:43 pm (no subject)
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Currently visiting Krows family in NJ. Just for the day. Will be coming home Thursday morning. I think Baneis catching a ride with me.

Krow bought me a present!!! He got me the special edition movie, soundtrack and book to Memoirs of a Geisha! He is so awesome. We just sit around drinking awesome drinks and soaking up each others awesomeness. name that movie.

this was unexpectable, Dr. Zimzbee!!!
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Aug. 23rd, 2007 @ 03:40 pm (no subject)
I got home 2 nights ago from watching aunt sues house. i will leave here saterday morning to go to new york to see my most wonderful beloved. i will be back thursday.

there are mice in the house. only i have seen them though.

i had a dream that i was on vacation in the caribean somewhere. i was in the water watching a cloud of tiny jellyfish swim over me. then a bunch brushed me and i got stung. they swelled up somethin nasty. i ran to find my big brother mathew and made him sit in the chlorinated pool with me to kill the infection. as odd a dream it was, watching the cloud of pink jelly fish in the blue blue water was beautiful.
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Aug. 16th, 2007 @ 01:06 pm (no subject)
Anyone going to the dinner theater tommorow, how formal or casual is this thing?

I got a cyst removed from the back of my neck.

I have realized that through the last 8 years of friendship with liz we have not changed at all. the illness's are getting more elaborate. Nothing says friendship like someone who stays overnight with you so they can clean and pack your wound the next morning. this morning packed my own wound (i swear it looks like a small belly-button on my back). kinda difficult.

funny, 8 years ago we were in a bathroom trying to pierce things with safty pins. now instead of making holes in our bodies we are trying to stuff them with gauze. and we still spend too much time hanging out in bathrooms.
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Aug. 10th, 2007 @ 01:28 pm (no subject)
Sitting around in Aunt Susans amazing new house.

Last night liz came over. we drank, did nails, drank, did mud masks, drank, took pictures of us drinking with mud masks on, and liz decided she is a ballerina. lots of hysterical laughter that i dont remember the cause of.

George was playing a tony hawk video game. the video game tony looks terrible. i said wow! he looks like a zombie. george said, yea he cant even make himself look good in his own video game.

zing.
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Aug. 9th, 2007 @ 02:29 pm (no subject)
I will be house sitting in Whitman at Aunt Susans house if anyone wants to hang out at any point. I still havnt seen the house since its been re-done.

Krow was going to try to come down to be with me for my colposcopy (it has nothing to do with my colin) but its really expensive by bus or train and it would be for such a short amount of time it wouldnt be worth it. Its ok though. I would rather spend time with him when I am healthy anyway and not in pain and popping adavan.

Billeh your a nurse. You should come over tuesday after i get it done! but you arnt aloud to wipe my bum.
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Aug. 2nd, 2007 @ 09:27 am (no subject)
No Canobie lake park today. George got run over by a fat kid in a baseball game a few days ago and his upper stomach hurts him when he breaths in to much. I have no idea what the could mean or what I can do to help him.

That bridge that collapsed? 35W over the Mississippi River? Yea I have been on that.
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Jul. 31st, 2007 @ 10:15 pm (no subject)
Im bringing the kids I nanny to Canobie Lake Park Thursday. I wont tel you if I am looking foward to it until I have already gone and come back. I am assuming it will be as much fun as bringing 2 young teens to a park. As long as I get them back alive and not bleeding I have done my job.

Got to hang out with Katey and Josh. It was awesome! and they got to see me eat meat. and Katey and I got to annoy Josh. That never gets old.

Game Mogals boss still needs to call me. I guess I can do that tommorow.

I miss Krow.
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Jul. 26th, 2007 @ 05:54 pm (no subject)
Im so super cranky. My mother is insane. Just insane. We have the same conversation every other day about how I suck. And when I told her Krow might visit in August (supposed to make her happy) made her pissed off. She was all "well be prepared for when he makes up an excuse and tells you to go there". Well Ma i like it there better. Well Erin he always makes up excuses about why he cant come meet me. Well Ma he is working 12 hour days 7 days a week. Ma starts making WA WA WA violen motion thing. Yea ma, who wouldnt want to meet you?

Why the fuck do I come back here every year? Well if we are able to build the cabin I want I can put all my shit in there and only visit her once a year. One day we are best pals and the next she is super psyco bitch.

OMG i am trying to hard not to smoke but that woman makes me want to smoke drink poke my eyes out and speak in tounges. I went downstairs to put my whites in the laundry and wasnt even back up the stairs all the way yet and she started again. so i turned around and went back in the basement until she stopped talking.


BUUUUUUT

I got to stand in the ocean today. I dont remember the last time I got to do that. I hate leaving the coast. Its like time stops when I am in water. Everything is better. Im going to need a bath tonight just so I dont attempt to bash my mom with an ironing board.
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Jul. 24th, 2007 @ 11:25 am (no subject)
I went to the bak this morning. On the way in a lady was on her way out. I got to the door a second first and stood back and held it open for her. She looked very surprised and thanked me graciously. There was a man behind her so I stood there waiting for him to pass. He opened his own door and said "Dont worry, everyone is polite". Im sad that people are surpised when you are polite. It shouldnt be a treat, it should be expected. And I was downright stunned that someone made a really wierd comment that I dont understand about politeness. He said it with a smile and was jolly about it so I dont know what it was supposed to mean.

Little towns or in the south you get a lot more manners. Or Vermont.
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Jul. 23rd, 2007 @ 10:08 pm (no subject)
I am back home again.

I had a great time. Got to spend hours and hours with Krow. Also got to meet new people, and hang out with some of my favorite olds ones i.e. Cat and Vandal.

I got some work too. Ended up making foam sword hilts. I made some decent cash and impressed the woman I was working for.

Saterday night we were out at target. I saw the Harry Potter book and it was only $17. The sale was lasting mere minutes so Krow bought it for me. I started reading that night till 2 in the morning, and by Sunday night was done with it. It was a good read.

Krow and I re-did our handfasting in a ceremony in our bed, just the 2 of us, drunk on wine sake and love. It was perfect.

Last weekened we went to the S.Connecticut faire. Saw Shane Bane and that other guy whoes name doesnt ryme. We also saw a buddy from AZ/LA. Its a small faire but its nice. Next year they should be on a hard sight. I met the owners who Krow is friendly with (got us in for free ooooo special). and Krow bought me a rose. When we first started getting together he bought me a red rose every weekend day for the almost the whole show. I think he didnt the first weekend and that was it. I was never too much into roses, but now they are very special to me.

Tommorow must:
Call the boss
Call Dr.Stewart
See about getting contact lenses
Go to the bank
Clean out the car
Laundry
Tidy up room

I showered. it was awesome.
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Jul. 9th, 2007 @ 08:48 pm (no subject)
Tommorow I am off for New York for about a week and a half. I just went to NY the weekend before last to see Krow but it already feels like it was so long ago. Bought some sexy nightgowns for the occasion. That and I found working and living at faires people come knocking on your door sometimes before you are looking decent. I ussually look like a demon in the morning. I think my self confidence would be boosted to wear cute things to bed. I remember once when I had the short mohawk i put it in 3 little buns down the back of my head. But i did it when it was wet. I looked adorable, but when i took it out that night to go to bed it was HUGE curly mess. krow even was like....ew. Esspecially when i was like TOUCH IT arnt i sexy??? Then when i slept on it....holy shit.

Friday the 13th will mark one year that we have been engaged. isnt that fitting for us?

Ma bought me a new dress today! its hot. thats hot. your hot. im hot.

shit. i wanted to go to the library to get a couple books for while im there. then again i have no idea where my library card is. maybe Ma will have one. I dont ussually like Missys books. Dragon Sword Wing Fire Journey Destiny part 3. ;-)

By the way krow honey, Im bringing an entire suitcase of shoes.
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Jul. 6th, 2007 @ 04:25 pm wait! come back! let me tell you WHY your stupid!
Nothing like crying your eyes out on the phone with your best friend because your Dr.s office is ran by Nazis and your pmsing and your pretty sure your going to columbine the dr.s office because people that stupid and mean shouldnt live. Turns out liz, her mom, missy, and myself have all had terrible experiences with this office. so i think all of us should wright letters about what happened and send them to the office, and to some board of stop-idiot-doctors-and-secretaries-foundation. Tommorow Im calling my primiary doctor to help me find a new gyno. and i have no shame telling them how bad the other office is and to make sure non of thier patients go there.

I have 2 weeks off. most time will be spent with the most handsome loving wonderful funny charming huge cocked man i have ever met. hope my husband doesnt find out. HA. see what i did there? i was talking about krow, but then joked it wasnt krow....ya. i hope you got it.
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Jul. 2nd, 2007 @ 04:15 pm (no subject)
I went to see Krow Friday and just got back today. We spent Friday and Saterday night at his parents house, and Sunday night at the Tux Faire sight.

Im really not sure I made the right decision being back here. The Tux sight is beautiful, but I was so adament about doing Boston. And from what I can tell, not too many people give a shit if I do Boston or not. I know like 5 people care. But not enough to be bothered if Im not there.

Im thinking a lot of what the right place for me to be is. Money, timing, jobs, and love is all rotating around 1 decision. Of course I would love to be with Krow, but I have a LOT of things I would have to fix up first. Not to mention Im not sure if Im ready to be back in the woods. I was just starting to get comfy.

If it really doesnt work the idea is for me to do my show and go up on weekdays to see him. I would do that only if I could get some work. Cuz it costs about 80$ in gas to get there and back.

I dunno. We will see.
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Jun. 26th, 2007 @ 09:41 pm (no subject)
Nicole rocks my life! My myspace default is now me with the finished hawk up and trimmed and Im chain smoking. I also have a great pic of her in a helmet and spencer in a dryer. Got batteries today so Gouls Gone Wild pictures will be here soon! She also saved me because I realized I didnt save Vandals number, and Krow is with him. They were waiting for me to call. Vandal never saved my number either. It was just one of thoes things where we both had been flipping though calls and would regognize each others number when we wanted to talk and finally didnt talk long enough that it went out of the log. But turns out he had my number it was just under Krow.

Friday Im going to New York to see Krow. Saterday we will probably drive the hour to his parents house. Sunday go back to site. Monday I have off work so I can stay for coffee and then head out.

I still havnt really unloaded my trunk. But now it would be stupid too cuz its mostly camping gear, and I should bring it to Krow. I got the important things out. My sword, shoes and clothes.

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Jun. 24th, 2007 @ 11:53 am (no subject)
Last night liz and i went to the British Beer Company in Norwood. It was a pretty cool place. But I struck out. The only guy who talked to me was from Alabama, looked like Larry the cable guy, and smelled like Pinesol. And was a dickhead. I was in the middle of saying something (because I was being polite and not ignoring him) and he inturupted me mid word to tell me he was a red sox fan. and you know what i got out of that? "im too ignorant to follow what you are saying, and i really dont care because you arnt flirting with me, so Im going to talk over you, you insignificant woman". yea fuck you buddy.

In other news, I hate computers. I like lj, myspace, and my mail. THATS IT. I tried to mapquest and google the same thing, cuz i am visiting krow soon. All these crazy different results, when I could see on the map there were easier ways that didnt involve 57 tolls.

One time i went to maryland and got soooo lost thanks to google. i could have stayed on 95 forever but noooo they have you try to go on all these crazy routes that havnt even been called whatever they are saying for YEARS.

Basically, computers make me act like an angry monkey.
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